Edit: Garou's hate for Eve is completely In Character. Which is why it was posted in the In Character section. Not meaning to be rude, but please don't confuse IC with OOC. OOCly, I am nuetral on the matter.

/OverAndOut

Hn.

Edit: Garou's hate for Eve is completely In Character. Which is why it was posted in the In Character section. Not meaning to be rude, but please don't confuse IC with OOC. OOCly, I am nuetral on the matter.

/OverAndOut

Look i wont lie i know at this time i am not well liked. Nor do i blame any of you. I know why and i will not state it here on the boards. But i want this to be public here and now. I am so extremely sorry about my involvment in what happened in the last week or so. I really am. It was never suposed to happen. I go day to day now knowing what i did and i feel like shit absolute shit. I wronged some one very unintentionally and did it in one of the classic ways. I was trying to defend them. Trying to open up peoples eyes to the truth. And it back fired like none other. I carry this weight of betrayal and will because i broke a huge promise to a friend and i really hate my self. Im not looking for forgiveness or redemption. Not in the least. Just know, and believe me if you want or dont believe me, i know the truth, I said what i said with the best of intentions, and i am soo sorry that the results of my intentions were the worst they could be.

Hail Satan.

getting mad about someone who hasn't been in the guild a long time being promoted to officer status over you is silly. The amount of work put into the guild is a much bigger factor for picking officers then time spent. Plus... and this really is true whether people believe it or not.... being an officer is NOT an honor or a reward. It is more of a curse. Being an officer is a thankless job. It requires work, out of game time, and less fun playing time.

So don't get mad if someone is promoted to officer over you. just think, "phew someone else gets to go the hard work so i can have fun'.

Edit: Garou's hate for Eve is completely In Character. Which is why it was posted in the In Character section. Not meaning to be rude, but please don't confuse IC with OOC. OOCly, I am nuetral on the matter.

/OverAndOut

BTW while I am not at all missing this game... I am missing many of you who I had come to know. Unfortunately at the end many of the new comers I really never took the time to get to know because I knew in my mind for several months I was on my way out. Plus the guild just got to a point where it was no longer intimate. That's when cliches (cliques?) developed because it became impsosible to know everyone.

I miss the fun we once had as a guild before running the guild became a job for myself and the other leaders, before people complained and whined that we didn't do enough of this or enough of that, but then never took initiative to start their own events or runs or what ever.

I really do miss playing with alot of you and although I only left a few months ago MOST of my memories of this game are good ones.

People hating other people IC was when the guild began it's downward slide. That's when the drama began. Yes it all started IC, but then the IC chat became nothing more than bickering. It really got annoying.

I'm not saying that's what YOU did, but it did definetly happen by others. I never wanted to control other people's story lines but I will definetly say in the beginning EVERYONE got along. That's part of what made the guild great.

As BB regrows the guild he should definetly rewrite the guild rules and state that "Hate for ones guild mate is not an acceptable story line as Luukos demands followers blind to his will and his will alone. All others will be removed from the guild."

Naa no way I am returning to this game at this time unless something drastically changes. What is that something? I dunno, it could be a change in me, perhaps a change in the game mechanics, but I've no plans on returning to such a pile of horse plop.

Dude are you drunk?

Para..... are you playing anything else? I just (finally) checked out Age of Conan and it looks like it might be ok. Still undecided though.

Nothign now with no definites on the horizon. For now I am enjoying my new house, taking my daughter on walks around the block, and cutting up some wood in the garage as my inventory of power tools grows and grows.

I'm keeping up on the progress from Hero's Journey by Simutronics and have high hopes it will be a premiere RP game. It's still in early development but I have requested to be a beta tester and in the Hero's council to help steer the direction of the game, basically giving advice in the form of surveys etc...

I know what you meant about the crack though. I remember my first warsong gulch experience and sought that same edrenaline high ever since. But the more I got into the game tryign to get better to do better, it was obvious it was ALL about gear and not much more. Once I relaized I'd never be the best and was doomed to just spending time in losing BG's to get marks, that was the end for me.

I clung to the role play and to the people in the guild as my last thread, but that snapped under the pressurs of the real world when buying my new house and realizing that WoW really didn't matter to me any more at all. I even clung on a few more days after my wife bought me a sweet new monitor. We were joking last night that I never use the computer anymore since she bought the monitor and pretty much she's right. So I have a top of the line gaming rig just sitting idle in my basement.

BTW while I am not at all missing this game... I am missing many of you who I had come to know. Unfortunately at the end many of the new comers I really never took the time to get to know because I knew in my mind for several months I was on my way out. Plus the guild just got to a point where it was no longer intimate. That's when cliches (cliques?) developed because it became impsosible to know everyone.

I miss the fun we once had as a guild before running the guild became a job for myself and the other leaders, before people complained and whined that we didn't do enough of this or enough of that, but then never took initiative to start their own events or runs or what ever.

Those where the glory days. Back in the days when BB was like level 30. slowpoke.